Stepping through a new door- one where we are free from the tyranny of emotion and thought; a place of swirling color and soft energy. To enter, we must release what we carry- letting go of these long held vibrations that have bound us to what we have known, like chains. Breaking free, we find our way now- as we begin to return home
Fear sits blue to me- in my stomach. Ice blue and it has strange little faces that flow within it like screaming spirits. It winds up my body and covers my face in a web of energy that pulsates and causes my jaw to tighten and my shoulders to rise.
Doubt sits atop my head- it is green like bile and I want to throw it up.
I must learn to sit with these feelings without reaction; to allow them space without falling into them and feeding them with spinning thought.
I must incorporate my balance to include these emotions. I must calm and slow my mind so that I may remember to manifest elsewhere.
This new place- upon which we are reborn is one of balance. The body and mind become spirit amplified. We walk within the depths of the moment, winding deeper and deeper into the energy stored there. Pulsating visions of mystics and guardians guide us down until all we can feel is soft, calm, loving compassion.
All that is done here is for the purpose of realization. Forced silence creates space enough for us to hear that which calls our souls home. The light has returned and shines within us all.
Embrace your emotions with the loving compassion of a parent, gently rocking your child to sleep. Accept that you are great enough to steady the child and walk with her as well. You can carry your feelings without judgement, condemnation or unrest. Establish balance though acceptance; accept peace and enter the new kingdom.
The world speaks to us, through us now… open your heart to find your truth, and then shine!
Transition reversed (death) crossed by Knight of Wands
Now is the time for inner fears to be resolved and released. The of energy of both 10/10 and upcoming full moon usher in a release of the past and embrace of what is new for us on our journey. Tens symbolize transition from what has been to what is to come. Think on what you need to let go, connect with those emotions that no longer apply to your life- accept them and free them from your inner being. This is a deep day that involves connecting with, accepting and finally releasing deep wounds so that a more complete healing can take place. These wounds may involve childhood traumas or deep rooted relationship issues. As you go through today, look on yourself with loving kindness and then look on those who have caused pain with the same. Forgiveness is the key for today…. allow this powerful energy of completion and the full moon to help you move forward.
Angel of Belief
We linger so within pain and discomfort; hoping to find answers to problems that do not reside within. Putting down these sufferings can be scary and uncomfortable and living with them is the same… therefore, today, decide to find peace in your mind, in your thoughts. Release yourself, just for today, from the worry that plagues you, from the pain that has lingered within for so long, from the anger that dwells just beneath everything. BELIEVE that you are here for a larger purpose, BELIEVE that you are important, BELIEVE that you are more than the pain and suffering that has dogged your steps from ancestral traumas and dissention. It is time to overstand your purpose here… you are more than the feelings that hurt you, you are more than the traumas you have endured, you are special, you are good enough… today believe in the power of YOU…
Materialism (devil) crossed by Queen of Swords
It is time to put down those things that are no longer working for you and trust your inner knowing. The transition of energy is moving you from where you were to where you need to be to serve in your highest capacity. Stop doubting yourself and allow your heart to release from those things that are keeping you stuck… thoughts, emotions, people…. it is time to embrace your voice, clear that throat chakra and step into the fullness that is you! The time is now….
Letting go means giving it up
Everyone marches on their own path
There is no right way
We must respect our journey enough
To follow it without question
Remembering that judgements made
By others are simply a reflection of their
Own questions about their own place
Within their own journey
We must release ourselves from doubt
And find peace in the knowing
That we are good enough