Nine of Swords crossed by Five of Swords
The argument you are having right now is with yourself. You are making things harder on yourself with this constant spinning of thought and ego based emotions (fear, anxiety, need to control). Release yourself from the hold the ego may be having- for these judgements that you are making of yourself are not assisting you in seeing the big picture. It is time to let go of the judgement of “should” or “not enough”; to let go of the need to control a situation so that you can manage the feelings associated with it; to let yourself have a break from ego driven thought and gain the space that you need to find the answers you seek… This constant judgement and self recrimination are not helping you at this time… try to release with compassion and loving kindness.
Seven of Cups crossed by The Tower
Do not give up hope, all the loss and destruction you may have endured recently, or the abrupt changes to your life- altering your perspective have been leading you to this place, to this time… you are standing now, in this moment, in the exact place you are supposed to be… feeling exactly what you need to feel in order to gain the clarity you need to understand better your life mission: your divine purpose. Gifts and blessings are here, now, even if you cannot see them. Today, instead of despair- instead of focusing on the suffering- think of a few things for which you can give thanks. Gratitude will flow within it more of the same. Remember that you are alive, breathing, seeing, feeling.. you are special and you have a purpose… focus on the blessings, not the loss and see your life become peaceful and more balanced.
Angel of Health
The year is closing out and many of us are taking a deep breath to incorporate the changes that have occurred- we are also meditating on goals and desired manifestations for 2020. It is time to find renewal within you. Now is the time to reflect, rest and renew. Give yourself time to heal, to dream, to release the past with a kind and gentle heart. You are more than what has happened, but what has happened has helped you gain the tools and wisdom you need to move into the next phase of your life. Show yourself kindness and compassion; give thanks for all you have gained and lost this year… move into the next decade with a sense of peace and wellbeing.
Four of Pentacles reversed crossed by Queen of Cups
It is time to put down the worries and concerns. Your focus is possibly in the wrong place right now to truly manifest what it is you desire. Refocus your thoughts on those things that are meaningful in a positive way- you cannot change the past and you cannot control all circumstance- but you can look at things from a different perspective where your thoughts focus on love and gratitude instead of lack and longing. Remember that where you place your focus, is where your energy flows… be mindful of your thought patterns and when you experience a negative thought- replace it with something positive instead.
Death reversed crossed by Ten of Pentacles
Environmental changes may have you feeling dizzy and unsure. Tens represent that quiet time within the transition between completion and renewal. Know that anything happening, any changes to your “outside” reality are for your highest good. You are being guided towards greater good. Listen and believe- messages about next steps are flowing now. It is okay to feel uncertain, to feel afraid, to feel off balance… just do not allow these feelings to overtake your inner peace. Balance is important now as you flow into the changes. Feel the feeling, but do not become it… all things will change and when you finally emerge from this transitional cocoon- you will glow differently and at a higher vibration for these changes are moving you towards your higher good.