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Abuse attachments

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When we are abused, there is a transfer of energy between our abuser and ourselves. If the abuser is afflicted by many attachments, which they typically are, those attachments can transfer along with the energy exchange.

These attachments crawl into the vulnerable places and make a home. They shroud themselves in the storm of emotions that accompanies a violation. This storm of pain, anger, finger pointing, fear- all keeps the attachment hidden from sight.

Abuse attachments block pleasure centers, root and sacral chakras, and sometimes work through the chakra system eventually covering the entire network in this darkness and emotional storm.

Removing hidden attachments means simply allowing yourself to acknowledge they are there. If you were abused, you most likely have had to deal with these at some point. This dark energy transfer needs to be cut from the energy centers and surrounding life force field.

Once there is an acknowledgment that there was an energy transfer to you from your abuser, call on ArchAngel Michael, and the 5th dimensional tube of light. Ask that this energy be removed and sent to the light- or somewhere where it can do no harm.

Following release, the emotional storm that kept the attachment hidden with rage and then lose strength. Feel through the emotions with a grateful heart and let them go as well. Depending on the strength and size of the emotional storm, it may take some time to dissipate- meditation, salt baths, nature, creative expression, reiki can all help in this healing process.

Mercury retrograde

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Mercury retrograde- January 30th.

2021’s first Mercury retrograde begins on January 30th and remains until February 20th; the first of only three this year.

When Mercury (the planet of communication) enters retrograde it is always a deep time to not react, but rather observe. Mercury is in the innovate and community minded sign of Aquarius. Aquarius is right now packed with a stellium of planets- Jupiter, Saturn, Sun, Mercury- they are all in the 12th house of undoing… with all the energy in 12th house Aquarius- some things may be strained or stressed- particularly new ideas or endeavors. Don’t worry- just step in faith. You are being guided. Also be mindful of your words- and think twice before you speak- especially on emotionally charged topics.

Mercury retrograde is a time to revisit your goals, spend time in contemplation, create art that expresses the deepest self. Don’t attempt to force things or start anything new. Set your plans and intentions… Renew your energy.

Angel message: the Universe

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Angel message: the universe

Eternal divine energy is calling us today. There is so much more to what is than we can see with the five senses. Indulge in imagination and connect to the eternal- picture a flame within your stomach- allow that flame to grow in depth and light- until your body is engulfed in this flame- feel your being dance higher and higher until you become so wide that you merge your flame with that of others- keep growing in brilliance and size until you are one with all flames… embrace your fire…. embrace the interbeing of all… feel your ancestors, your children’s children’s children within this one flame of glowing light- and give thanks for what clarity comes through. The universe is calling you today- listen and connect

Freedom begins by letting go

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Stepping through a new door- one where we are free from the tyranny of emotion and thought; a place of swirling color and soft energy. To enter, we must release what we carry- letting go of these long held vibrations that have bound us to what we have known, like chains. Breaking free, we find our way now- as we begin to return home

Fear sits blue to me- in my stomach. Ice blue and it has strange little faces that flow within it like screaming spirits. It winds up my body and covers my face in a web of energy that pulsates and causes my jaw to tighten and my shoulders to rise.

Doubt sits atop my head- it is green like bile and I want to throw it up.

I must learn to sit with these feelings without reaction; to allow them space without falling into them and feeding them with spinning thought.

I must incorporate my balance to include these emotions. I must calm and slow my mind so that I may remember to manifest elsewhere.

This new place- upon which we are reborn is one of balance. The body and mind become spirit amplified. We walk within the depths of the moment, winding deeper and deeper into the energy stored there. Pulsating visions of mystics and guardians guide us down until all we can feel is soft, calm, loving compassion.

All that is done here is for the purpose of realization. Forced silence creates space enough for us to hear that which calls our souls home. The light has returned and shines within us all.

Embrace your emotions with the loving compassion of a parent, gently rocking your child to sleep. Accept that you are great enough to steady the child and walk with her as well. You can carry your feelings without judgement, condemnation or unrest. Establish balance though acceptance; accept peace and enter the new kingdom.

The world speaks to us, through us now… open your heart to find your truth, and then shine!

Tarot message – dissolve into the moment

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The hanged man reversed crossed by ace of swords

The is the second time of late that these cards have shown up together. It may be time to rebalance your perspective. Perhaps monitoring your thoughts will help you in seeing things more accuracy. Take time today to dissolve into the moment- calm the mind, rest emotions and sit quietly- listening to the echoes of your being speaking to you from the depths of the present- the “all that is”. Messages flow for those who can become flexible enough to let go.