Nine of Swords crossed by Five of Swords
The argument you are having right now is with yourself. You are making things harder on yourself with this constant spinning of thought and ego based emotions (fear, anxiety, need to control). Release yourself from the hold the ego may be having- for these judgements that you are making of yourself are not assisting you in seeing the big picture. It is time to let go of the judgement of “should” or “not enough”; to let go of the need to control a situation so that you can manage the feelings associated with it; to let yourself have a break from ego driven thought and gain the space that you need to find the answers you seek… This constant judgement and self recrimination are not helping you at this time… try to release with compassion and loving kindness.
Angel of Challenges
Storms do not come into our life to destroy, but rather to pave a new way forward. Accept that sometimes the universe needs to tear down to rebuild… remember that all challenges are opportunities- try to look at what might be a difficulty as a lesson instead- the more fluid you become with your environment, the greater peace you allow yourself… let go a bit and accept that lessons are an important piece of growth… show yourself loving kindness and compassion as you incorporate these challenges into your life
Animal Spirit Guide: The Condor
Today is about taking a step back and finding space to see this situation with clarity. Allow your thoughts to quiet down, your hopes and wishes to slide into the silence…so that you can accurately see the landscape for what it is- without filter, without attachment. It is very important today to see and then accept what is, as what is. Pray for the strength to act upon your newfound knowledge with strength and bravery. Remember that whatever you see, it is for your highest good, it is truth and you will be better off for knowing it all-
Seven of Cups crossed by The Tower
Do not give up hope, all the loss and destruction you may have endured recently, or the abrupt changes to your life- altering your perspective have been leading you to this place, to this time… you are standing now, in this moment, in the exact place you are supposed to be… feeling exactly what you need to feel in order to gain the clarity you need to understand better your life mission: your divine purpose. Gifts and blessings are here, now, even if you cannot see them. Today, instead of despair- instead of focusing on the suffering- think of a few things for which you can give thanks. Gratitude will flow within it more of the same. Remember that you are alive, breathing, seeing, feeling.. you are special and you have a purpose… focus on the blessings, not the loss and see your life become peaceful and more balanced.
Angel of Health
The year is closing out and many of us are taking a deep breath to incorporate the changes that have occurred- we are also meditating on goals and desired manifestations for 2020. It is time to find renewal within you. Now is the time to reflect, rest and renew. Give yourself time to heal, to dream, to release the past with a kind and gentle heart. You are more than what has happened, but what has happened has helped you gain the tools and wisdom you need to move into the next phase of your life. Show yourself kindness and compassion; give thanks for all you have gained and lost this year… move into the next decade with a sense of peace and wellbeing.