Full Moon in Pisces ♓️

Full Moon 9/2 in Pisces
With the full Moon in dreamy Water sign, Pisces, we are going to be diving into the depths of our intuition, dreams and inner knowing. There may be inspirational ah-ha moments that add clarity and much needed color to the very steady and organized Virgo Sun energy. The full Moon invites us to listen deeply to the quietest parts of ourselves and honor what wisdom is given.

During this emotionally deep full Moon, the Sun will also fall into positive aspect with Uranus (the planet of sudden change and freedom), creating opportunity for out of the box thinking and experimental solutions to both internal and external obstacles.

September tarot message

Five of Swords- This year has had its challenges for sure and now that we complete the final month of the third quarter, we are being asked to take a step back and evaluate our thought processes and direction. We may be trying to win situations that are no longer worth the fight. It is time to shift, to change our thinking so that we can re-balance with the coming of Autumn and the final three months of 2020. Change may be in order, and this change may not be super pleasant- as we may be forced now to look at how we have been treating our sensitive inner nature- as well as how we interact with those around us… it may be time to stop trying to win- and just walk away.

Lions Gate 8-8-2020

Sirius, the fixed star considered to be our spiritual sun rises unimpeded. Reaching strength in this highly charged 8-8 Lions Gate.
Valuable clarity is received through the heart chakra. One must be silent to hear the ancient wisdom that flows now through this portal.

Mars is at a hard aspect to Jupiter and Pluto- putting at odds the need to expand and change….now is the time to observe and receive- mars will give you false speed and you will open yourself to exhaustion or frustration. Anger emotion high today.

Be still and allow the waves of wisdom to wash over- clarity rides on waves of glowing light beaming down now through this gateway.

Peace and love.

The heavy energy of change

This heavy energy of change just sits in the air around us.  It is deafening and deep.   It calls from within the heart, as she begs for relief, for a salve that might lighten the load; but where is the clarity that would turn darkness into light? Where is the understanding that may free us from this deep despair? Fear sits upon the floor of this wreckage, and wrings her hands.  Even fear knows this darkness is too deep, even fear is fearful of the grief that lingers so within the folds of this energy consciousness we are enduring now.

My being is my kingdom; my divine mind the throne upon which I sit.  Mindfulness helps me to remember the power of my own intuition and higher consciousness; though today, my heart ’s cries silence even my inner knowing- clouds of pain send forth cold and bitter rain.  I am left here, to endure, to observe, to try to make some sense of the despair that covers my body and spirit in darkness and shadow.

Though now, I am left to wonder how long we are given to acclimate this new heaviness, which upon us now has descended; for within the acceptance of the present we may just yet find freedom from the bondage of it.

Many times, we must die to a new way; change requires it as payment from  us.  This load, this trial, this change we are now well within, is a death call.  We must release from the old; loose our grip upon what we knew, what was comfortable, what brought joy so that we can allow it space to peacefully return to energy’s embrace.  

I am lost to the difficulty of it; my entire being is crying in pain and loss…. I will not submit my heart to this; though ego’s firm stance will not be suffered by the wind of the storm that is brewing just off the coast of our consciousness and what ego demands, we cannot manifest now.  What was, is no longer.  We must rise up from the depths of our loss to embrace the new, the beginning, the alpha… and as the circle closes upon the old, we must let it go with gratitude and love instead of fear and pain.  Oh, would that it was so easy!

Now, as ego, as this dying construct, starts to see death’s face upon the horizon, I am left here, with the trauma of letting go.  Lacking courage, i summon my guides to help me meet this new day with an open heart.  I ask for peace so that I may build my funeral pyre to the heavens as tribute to the past and gratitude for what it has taught me.  My heart, so deafened by the sound of dawn’s bells ringing in the unknown, may just yet remember that compassion also dwells within the divine heart and she may take refuge within that embrace.  I turn to face the shadows of these storm clouds with faith, even if my poor heart flutters and fear lies prostrate upon the floor, for acceptance affords the soul protection  from the death of all things.


Tarot message for July

King of Pentacles reversed: 2020 continues to not disappoint. The time for releasing and letting go is here… we have gone within, we have done the work, we have faced the shadows- what more, you might ask, is the universe asking from us? Through the summer we will be shedding layers of “old” as we step into the new. We may be asked to review one sided relationships- both in love and business- and- even more so- how we are viewing our own patterns of withholding from ourselves and from those we love. It is time to break free from the shadows that have held us trapped for so long. Keep going, the light is returning and things will get easier… these are some final steps in our path forward into this new energy… release! It is time.