My heart is heavy with observations and acknowledgments of doubt and insecurity that had previously been covered by strength and force.

Seeing the patterns of holding onto initiating energy to hide feelings of lack and fear allows for acceptance and release.

Anger circulates on the periphery waiting for a place to enter; fulfilling old patterns used to mask the pain instead of embracing it.

Today I vow to sit within my observations- my doubts and insecurities-without force or anger so that I may better understand the wounds that have hidden inside me; so I may embrace these wounds with a loving tenderness.

Within this powerful 11/11 portal, may the shadows rise from where they slumber. May compassion be the flower that grows from within the wound and acceptance the salve that heals.